“For far too long I have pushed out who I really am. I always knew that I was gay, for sure since I was 12. But I thought: this is wrong, it cannot be.
“I heard things on the school building square [like] ‘you gay pig,’ ‘you faggot.’ Or in soccer, ‘such a gay pass!’ Even when [wrestling]. Sure nobody really meant that, but if you’re like that yourself, you think, ‘Shit, that’s not a good thing.’
For a long time, Orlik tried to hide his sexuality and got married to a women in order to try hide the truth.
“I thought: I don’t want to be gay. But it’s me. Now it’s out.”
Magazine didn't publish his story until he felt comfortable according to Pride, the interview took a full year until Orlik was finally comfortable to share his sexuality.